Sometimes, the feeling of knowing much gets translated into knowing little.

Yup, random late night muse.
Reason for this post is attributed by 2 primary factors:
I have not blogged for quite a while and my hair is still wet.

I still can't get my answer to the question why does my brain work quite differently in the late night to the extent that I can give this self-diagnosis?
But yes, it's good to be back here sharing my random thoughts.

Back to the first statement.
How paradoxical it seems.

Upon processing it, your mind pictures yourself in a situation (say event E).
You wonder my above statement applies to E.
Of course it goes both ways; if one bothers to take time, that is, to find another event (E') that doesn't reflect the truth behind the above statement.

Recently at CGH (Thank God it ended this Friday), able to answer most of the questions, I did display some background knowledge of a particular medical field.
Upon many reflections and today's service at TTSH, the urge to know even more naturally comes -- and that's when I feel I know too little
(obviously, I have not taken Medicine course yet).

That being said, the statement applies to me more often than it does not.

Why am I sharing such stuffs about events orbiting around me in the first place?
Does it not promote solipsism or narcissism?

How ironic it seems, then, that most of what I'm doing for actually involves you (alongside with others, of course).
When it usually seems that a 'selfish' me is 'working like a lone ranger', do not the fruits of labour later be shared generously among my loved ones?
Even so, with you, having a considerably large serving?

Yes, so phases of new cycles emerge; Christmas is here and preparing gifts is inevitable.
An example of a cycle? Friend A buys me a gift and it imposes an obligation of reciprocity. This cycle repeats for many years and for many friends.

Well, not for me, I guess.

My hair is no longer wet.
Time to visit dreamland once again and learn more from it.