I've taken a delightful yawn.
Having gone through all that fiasco, a sense of accomplishment has been felt after my group's WR submission today.

Regrets are inevitable aspects of life.
The emotional price tag that comes with it depends on what we're doing now to have greater control of future circumstances.
And so comes the topic on Chinese.

A-levels on Monday.
Do I regret rarely touching (say, once per month/bimonthly) Chinese? A little.
Am I thankful for a great Chinese tutor who painstakingly correct my weird expressions in my written work? Definitely.
Will I be making regrets for the course of my actions taken during my first year at college? I'd boldly say no.

Ever since stepping up my seriousness 2 weeks ago, I see how much I can achieve given a goal in mind that I strive towards.
And then came the aim of scoring of a C this time round.

"I want and I will."

Love changes but does not change.
Then again, it does not explain the state of conforming to this sinusoidal pattern unwillingly.
Going through the 'trough' phase just compels me to do even more things to take this emotional burden away; if not blinding me from it.
Perhaps burden may be too strong a word..
Oh God, I know the timing is not right.
Could I at least do something that's not to that effect in totality?
I've a few friends that I can be grateful towards; for initiating the topic on regrets quite recently -- all that was indeed "良药苦口".

"万事俱备，只欠东风",
The reactants have been added way back.
Conditions have been constantly improved and modified to reach ideality.
But a catalyst is missing.
Without which nothing can proceed at all.
The catalyst does not increase the rate of reaction - in this case.
However, could a catalyst ever be present?
Can my predicament ever see changes for the better?
It remains elusive.

Such a circumstance is analogous to the very nature of leopards.
After all, in my definition, a leopard cannot change it spots.

"某事在人，成事在天".