Haha random-ness? Or not?
Well, have not been online for quite a long while, as most of you can see. Haha, I'll just share some thoughts of mine as and when I'm free.
Which, I don't think there are much occasions where I'm really free to blog.
Nevertheless, I'm here!
Now that I'm in a new class with a bunch of awesome new people, I guess it's due to share what's been going on!
(Glad to be in the same class with Sheng Hong! :))
Work has been piling up incessantly.
We've been somehow trapped in this grim perpetual cycle of homework ever since the end of the CNY break. Well, I'm not complaining. Conversely, I'm feeling weird cos I find myself enjoying the rigour.
Views may change over time, just like emotions.
But I'm still human, with emotions, feelings etc. And hence, I'm of course tired.
On a more lighter note, we've just celebrated Jonas' 17th Birthday!
I was put in charge of directing him away from the class while they get busy preparing the almost impromptu surprise.
(My apologies, but the whole of CG 17/10 isn't in this picture. Will post one after I get my hands on an actual class photo)
Had a gathering with E1'09 at Hui Wen's place last evening.
This sense of relief sets in when we gather, casting aside all our worries. Sitting together and updating each other of the 'has been' in life just shifts your thoughts away from the sheer stress that schoolwork can potentially bring.
And after hearing Garth Brooks' "If Tomorrow Never Comes" and Celine Dion's "My Heart Will Go On", (yes I'm still watching "Titanic") my heart felt light.
Yes, life still goes on.
I've made myself a resolution ever since the year started.
Yet, even till today, I'm still paining myself - willingly and unwillingly.
It's been around 2 years.
Now grief just blinds my judgement.
I can't justify why should I carry on. Conversely, I can justify why shouldn't I carry on.
But still, that sweetness still overflows. One that I can't bear to deny and reject.
I will learn to loosen my grip, to divert my focus.
Was it wise for me to post this?
Well, it was my dying thought. Most won't get it, some try to get it and some will get it.
You, reader, fall into either one of these three categories :)
Catch you guys soon!