The headstart programme has finally come to an end ..
And I'm both rejoicing and moaning about it - it's two sided
See .. without at least a week more of headstart or something
I'll be darn sian at home ...
As in bored and lonely

Doesn't anyone get bored after quite some time doing no-life things at home
Alright , to me it has life haha
Trying to get out and relax once in awhile
On the other hand , I'm rejoicing because ... I'm no longer gonna see some damned screwed up people (I'd be meaning those after school)
Don't anticipate , you know who they are if you're my true friends
So if you don't ... oops
Haha kidding ! xD
Some things aren't meant to be known anyway isn't it
And in addition to the good things about the end of headstart , I've more free time at home to make use of
So .. I'm guessing it's good that the headstart has come to and end after all

Missed the last few days of this week , like those where we 'Butt owned' people
Like how we owned qi ze and jonathan this morning (No offence man)
Gonna plan some day to get together during one of the holiday and we'll just slack

It's already the end of sec 3 - right?
Looking back , it just ends so quickly isn't it
And for my target for next year , is just to live my last year in secondary 4 life to the fullest and without any regrets - You'll get it if you know me well enough ..
And friends of mine , heed this
Most of us , close friends we really have are those found in secondary school life
Primary school quite some as well
It's hard for JC onwards
Just compare the years we are in it , although we have 6 in primary school - You were just a childish and nonsensical brat then
Of cos I'm not saying we can't find friends in there as well , but let me highlight the word close
So let's enjoy the last few months together
After that , I'd look forward to meeting each other again in the workplace and so
Exciting yeah

I'm surpressing the hunger - and it isn't a joke :

"For instance , I've been addicted to Drug A since sec 2
And you know , the addiction grew more towards sec 3
Beginning of this year , I found a suppression , that is Drug B
Drug B was a GM drug - beneficial for me
Both short and long term
I used Drug B to suppressed Drug A
But the more I popped Drug B each day , the more Drug A addiction grew
I'll go glowing to fight the addiction
Drug A comes with taunts each day as well - taunts to give it up"

Gonna plan out the holidays tomorrow already
And drats , damned chinese tuition homework -.-
Till then , I miss your smile dear ...